I gotta stop pretending I'm okay. In four days it'll be 2 years since my lovely Mum died. In the past few months I've been through hell losing my boyfriend and then my brother. So much has happened with that last thing, but I'm too tired to go through it. And I have so much work to do. Just sad, sad, sad :(

Some good things have happened, though. I've seen friends, one of my 'ex's I'm still close to came to see me from London at the weekend which was really lovely and like nothing had changed. Had a right blast in London with my best friends a couple of weekends back, went to an all day metal festival, enjoyed myself. Just meh.