sniff sniff

My beautiful rat has just died, as in in the last hour. She was really slow and drowsy and not moving much and refusing food etc. in the past couple of hours, and I've done everything I can, moved water near her, put food nearer her and now I've just gone to check and she's dead. After a day at work with a rotten cold feeling sick and with an almost lost voice having to strain to make customers hear me over the microphones. Can't stop sneezing. Want to cry and feel sick. R.I.P. Brandeen Fanula Pumpkin :'-(